---combine those three and that's the best smiley that i could use to describe how i'm feeling right now..and oh..add a little bit of ..

but before the..."nyeh..yun lang eh..babaw mo naman,duh-huh!!" story..i'll tell sumting bout my day muna..

i arrived around 1:20 in CAS and i'm supposed to meet a friend coz she'll borrow my assignment..(now that's new..me? doin my assignment? haha..) well eniweiz..ayun..di ko na siya nakita sa library..so i went to the Dent old bldg. na..and i end up attending DS 121..na hindi ko naman kailangan..ayun..after that I went back sa skul...then we saw a lotta xientians..so yun..inayos namin yung xientian org application..good thing di ako officer..honestly..mejo na pilit lang ako sumali eh..sa totoo lang la naman talaga ginagawa eh..there's really no point in creating that org..(kung may makakabasa man neto..and sumbong niyo ko..go ahead...hehe..nax sunget..la eh..im pissed off talaga..)

(this is the story im talking about ...)

ayun..eh di inaayos...tapos la lang nagjoke lang ako..kasi may entry dun na for pager no. and like hallleR...may may pager pa ba ngayon.. so i said.. "ay wala akong pager..pano yun?" la lang joke..i know it's corny...pero one person eh humirit na "we dont care!" as in with facial expression..so i was like.. what the...FFFUC****!! (in my mind lang ha..) i was just joking..haller...and i dont think that reaction is appropriate for her to do..considering na she's my friend..well..i dunno if she still is.. i dont get to hang out na with them that often eh..pero does that mean na dahil lang i dont go home with them na..or hang out eh.. pwede na niya akong gagugaguhin..pwede naman kasing di na lang siya magsalita..or sana naki-ride na lang siya..pero wala eh..la lang mej overboard ba? super sensitive lang talaga ako...tska..la lang parang nagkakaroon na kami ng gap and the reaction i got kanina..lalong nagpalala..

la lang..parang may sariling mundo na silang dalawa..na whenver magkakasama kami eh..lagi sila nagbubulungan..and mejo nakakailang kasi...nakakapikon na talaga actually..ayun..super babaw lang pero parang puno na ko..

it kinda affected me kaya i went home agad...la lang..ppl we're asking me nga kung baket ako sad eh..la lang..nakakataw pa nga eh..kasi i bought vanilla coke in can kanina..tapos i was drinking and biglang humirit yung isa kong classmate na "parang beer ha.." haha.. kasi mukha talaga akong problemado eh..na naglalasing..hehehe...nginingitian ko lang sila..

ngayon..gusto ko na lumipat ng school..la lang... ganun din eh..parang wala rin akong kasama...

i dont know if its partly my fault coz  i dont get to hang out with them na..siguro nga..pero do they really have to treat me na ganun..na parang im a different person na kagad...

nakakapikon..haay...mejo oa ako..its just that i spend everyday with these people and mejo mahirap kung my probs kami..

i dunno kung maaayos..pero sa tingin ko..i'll probably avoid them muna..i want them to know kung ano yung naccreate nilang atmosphere...

ayun lang..babaw!!! haaay....